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[August 02, 2006 @ 12:14pm]
New journal add me if you are willing to comment and update regulary
if i dont add you back PLEASE take me off you're list.


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[July 28, 2006 @ 10:57pm]
PISSED OFF' my new livejournal layouts all fuck up and i cant figure it out none of it aligns up :( ive tried lots of layouts and its like the same on all of them plus none of the pictures of them show up either...so if anyone is experienced with layouts or knows what could be wrong and could help me with my layout and new lj
leave a comment here
or here dissolve.and.decay@gmail.com
much appreciated
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[July 28, 2006 @ 12:35am]
New LJ.
I'll add you if i want you on it.
Later :]
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[July 27, 2006 @ 6:43pm]
Laying down on my bedroom floor for more than an hour.
I dont know what scares me the most. Happiness, or the fact that i know i'll never find it.
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[July 25, 2006 @ 7:22am]
Honest Opinions, Assumptions Of Me, Critersisms.

post anonymous.
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[June 27, 2006 @ 10:04pm]
Ive decided im giving this livejournal up for a while maybe forever im not sure yet ive had a journal since i was 13 years old and now im nearly 18 and at this moment in time its just not for me.

I think i need to find myself and learn about myself i need to be in a secure place in my life because right now i feel like im going round in circles i dont want my life to be based on eating disorders and chaos.  I dont want to write about problems and insecurity. I guess i need to make changes and i dont feel like i can with written mistakes hanging over my head.

Maybe i'll be back maybe i wont but who knows.

In the mean time Aidos.
It was fun guys. 

P/S i do have a myspace (www.myspace.com/dieonarope)
&& my email is Dissolve.and.decay@gmail.com just incase anyone wants to stay in touch.

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[June 19, 2006 @ 10:49pm]

I finished it.
It only took me just over a month.
&& i liked the way it made me smile at the end.
A book about hope, friendship truth, love and childhood.
Its worth reading, all 1116 pages of it is.


Its one of those things that makes you think too much you start remembering things that you can never get back like being 5 again when me and my dad used to polish the landing floor take run ups and skid along it in our socks.
The way i used to smile when he came home from work all dirty & tired. Or the way he always let me stay home on snow days so we could go up on the top field climb into my blood red sledge and sky down the hill, like the time we went to the top of Willow Drive & sat in it and pushed ourselfs off we must have been going 50mph down that hill no shit.
Like the time my brother tried to feed me Milky Way when i was 10 days old, or the time he hugged me when i was 8 and that was the last time i saw him& the last time he wanted to see me.

Times like that make me sad just like the times when i used to write letters to him that probably never got opened and the way the pink birthday card he sent me when i was just a kid sits in my closet along with his photo that hurts me too much to look at.
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[June 18, 2006 @ 8:24pm]
I want a boyfriend for summer i really do, i dont know why i'll only get bored in a few days and crave independance again! or get sick of their sugarcoated perceptions of me and tell them to fuck off and lisp like i normally do.

=] So yeah, how was your day?
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[June 09, 2006 @ 12:26pm]


It was about time!!!

After a seemingly interminable string of "incidents" and arrests, super junky Pete Doherty has checked himself into rehab.

The beleaguered Babyshambles singer flew to Portugal at the beginning of the week and entered a detox clinic, where he should stay for a nice long while and will be fitted with an "opiate-suppressing implant."

News of Kate Moss' former butt boy entering rehab comes a week after he was detained by Spanish police at Barcelona Airport after crew aboard a flight he was on reported finding a bloody syringe in the toilet. 

About time even though 99% of people have already lost all respect for him anyway.

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[May 17, 2006 @ 12:27pm]

When im hurt.. I take it out on other people i use their love for me and shut them out i think its one of my biggest flaws.

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[April 19, 2006 @ 11:15pm]
[ mood | amused ]



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[March 27, 2006 @ 12:54am]
[ mood | contemplative ]


I love how ironic LJ is how you can just start a fresh whenever you want.

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